The Fear of fall in love

There was summer in France, 2013. I was laying down up in my bed written the next chapter for my book. The book was going to be about a woman and her addiction to sex. basically, the theme I took it observing my next door neighbour, She was a young french woman, to this day I don't exactly know  her name, but the thing I know the most is that she has slept with half of the men in Paris. It was mostly at night when the woman had the mayor action, entire Paris could listen to the noise coming out of her master bed, someday she invite friends over and stay there until morning, for me I finding interesting, not because of the sex part, because the way she live, she only had sex with stranger, you never saw her actually being in love; with any man. It's like  she close that part of her human emotion and never use it, just the sex part in which I believe is the easy part. Falling in love its like divide your soul in two fragment. There is the vulnerable part, in which case your innocence is giving completely  to the one you care the most, and there is the sensitive part, the one part in yourself that can be damage in just a minute, it is like your krypton, you get so passionate and in touch to that special one, that you forget about yourself and the rest of the world. It is extremely danger to fall in love, that is why you do it just one and with a person in which you feel so connected that you know that is the one you want to spend the rest of you life with that special one. For this matter, I believe  now why  she act like  that, why she prefers sex instead of love, maybe in her life love come at the end, or maybe she has a terrible experience with love that she is running for that path or maybe she is better having sex than to falls in love. I not admire her way of living, I just feel bad for her, in the end I think she want to falls in love and she want to find that special one, but because of her way of living or her inner fear, she is not willing to take that chance and preferred the easy way out. It is sad living how she is living, sex instead of love; I can live like that, for me falling in love is the best thing that was discovered in the world, its like the close it thing to magic that we ever going to be near it. Falling in love is the best thing in the world, because you let life depend in the most beautiful thing that is worth living for, so it is worth  to fall in love.

Love letter

Dear: Stranger,

I write you this letter because I want you to know how special last night was. First I need to start telling you, how you make me feel since the first day I meet you. The first day I meet you it was a summer, a hot
summer,   I was waiting for the bus to pass and you just pass beside me. You have a look on your face that I almost could read it right throw, you were handsome, tall, hot you took my breath away. When you gazed at me I was pretending that I was writing on my notebook, but I wasn't I was in love by the first look he gave to me. So continuing with the story I get in the bus a sat right at the end of the bus and my stranger sat just one sit ahead of me, it was perfect like it was written in a soap opera. So I was sitting down, written on my notebook and watching closely to him, how he pretended to read a book, the way he eat his tuna salad like it was his last meal and lots of interesting details that caught my attention.Those little details were the first things that I notice of him and was the key to led me fall in love with him. As I tell you stranger in this letter, you are the  reason why a dedicate all my love story that I started to wrote that first day when I saw you.

This is not just any love letter in which I declare my love for you stranger. This is a dedication of my love, at least that is how I call it, Because in my place, back them in the bus station you were a simple guy but when I saw you and started describing you, I understand how important you are for me, for my heart, I never had felt that thing in my heart where you can almost hear the music, the sound that it makes; people call it the music of love, I call it serendipity, is that place where your suppose to be and you are and something magical happen, and that happen for a reason, a reason of love. Dear Stranger please accept my apology in this letter because the thing that I write you before formally introduce myself are matters from my heart  and if I feel like that for you now imagine what will be like spending a eternity with you. I just want to express this with you because I don't have someone else to express to, someone that I really love and someone that really deserve to accept my heart, like I am giving to you right now. In this letter I am giving my heart to you, and the key is hiding on top of it, make sure you know how to use it and please leave them how you founded.


With Love,

Lolita.

A love for tonight chocolate for both.......

It was a rainy day of summer, I was ready to go out with the most handsome tall dark men. I was preparing myself with a nice short little black dress that I have for so long hidden in the closet, I put on my favourite fragrance sweet and love by coco Chanel, I was wearing my the perfect lingerie by Victoria secret dream comes true and red lip gloss for  kiss kiss goodnight. Suddenly the door ran, I was coming at the door with confidence and sexiness step by step I walk down  to the door. and there he was my gentlemen for today, he was perfect, I want to eat him as soon as I saw him but a compose myself for a bit longer until dessert was served at the restaurant where I was going. Them we arrive at the restaurant, it was a expensive one my favourite the best vegan french food in town, I love him for picking that place for me he is totally a gentlemen. we were seated at a table for two in the VIP section. OK we were sitting in our table, looking each other eyes  thinking when dessert is coming so we can get out of here, I was flirting with my eyes, my mouth, my necklaces  down in my chest, and my leg moving theirs down in the table, ready to go wherever he want to go. he look at me like capturing the message, he knows what I was telling him with so many pressure but he insisted to get a waitress so with can order our food, I wasn't hungry I wanted so bad to go out of that place, but he insisted on being there, because this was our anniversary and we ought to being there for love sake. So the waitress come and take our order, I order the spinach salad with fresh grill tomatoes;  and he order a pasta with garlic oil and fresh tomatoes. I wasn't too happy about his food choice but I was thinking in others thing so i didn't mind. Well the food came to our table in a perfect time, and the wine. We eat our food, drink our wine and waited just a minute so we can process the food right and we can go home with happy stomach. So we didn't wait for dessert we were in such  a hurry that we enter to car so fast that we almost forgot to pay the bill, we start making out in the car because we were so hot and the climate was perfect for the occasion, we were hurry in the high way so we can get to our house and start doing business. Finally, we enter gate of our house, we get to the door in such a hurry and we climb out the stair, show in our love to each other, it was perfect, the rush race out the adrenaline, that we start to take off our clothes cause the room was so hot that it imply that action. It was just perfect our body become one, our touch feel like 3d motion and our kisses multiply for 3 and 4 it was the perfect moment when two people that love each other combine their love and make the most beautiful scenery, with a name written in fire out of love.

Cupid a love was born

In one hot  spring of the year 55 ac people were dancing, celebrating and making pie on the street. That spring was the best in that year, the air breathing back them was full of peace and love. With  love I  say, yes love is the magic power in which the  people back them  live for. Thanks to the  special  magic it was all possible because of 5 little thing some call it special ones,  others call the son of love  and wise people call it was the born of cupid. In that specific date 5 babies were born 3 were boys and 2 were girl, people all over the town  comment about the origin of those babies, because those babies didn't born in the town by a town woman, they came from  someplace else. That unknown place where the 5 babies come; people call them, heaven and  since the day the babies came to  the village  the people that live there starting acting different:  like being kind with other, helping other, making a lot of party to celebrate the life and creating new thing like song, art and dance. The people in the town were in their best mood and they were happy about it. So they refers to the 5 babies, CUPID so every time they feel happy, in love, joyful, honest, beautiful, peaceful, creative and stupid in love they thinks of the 5 cupid that already come to their live with their purity to express joy, happy and love to the town and to the world.

The babies grow older to be the 5 king and queen of the town, they were born in love and they keep passing their love to everybody until the time they left town  they were 69 year old. People thought that  they die of old age, because it wasn't common back them to die at 69 years old. So they make 5 statue in form of babies with arrow in their hands and little hearts on top of the arrow. One day one of the village people were cleaning the statue in the cemetery and in a fragment of a second the 5 statue change their appearance and they flew to the sky, the town mister when he saw this incredible thing though that he was crazy and  the 5 babies statues when back and whisper something to his ear, that was you are love, peace, honest, light, wonder, calm, wise, creativity, passion, crazy and funny. all these pretty thing so go running to the town and start telling people what they are and you will see how the town will evolve in love and be permanently in love to all people.

The 5 cupid keep sending the message all around the world, and soon  they create a  place, kinda like the paradise in heaven. a place where everything was possible and there was no hate around only good, kind in people and love.

One Day of summer

There was a  warm day of summer, I was waiting for my parents to come down, so we can go out and enjoy this wonderful day, but they where to tired to come down because of last night gathering at the country club. So since I was all up with all my energy. I decide to walk by the park. The day was 5 of June 2013, it was hot, the sky was blue without any cloud, people wear shorts and nice tank printed on their skin, young girl were using bikini top so the sun could get them a nice shiny colour. It was a beautiful day, children play out the street without any danger overcome their way, old people walk in the park and dance zumba and me, well me was laying down in the grass feeling the nice breeze coming up to my front head and  down throw my chin. It was a nice day, yes it was a great day for everybody. The sun was really shinning that day and people enjoy that a lot, but when the sun start losing his strength and were coming down, people start to pack up to their houses, so they can continue the party but in their home or in a club. I as well decide to go back to my house so I can get a shower to go out at night and keep having fun with my friends. So I went to a club and the night was young, the DJ at the club put all my favourite music in which I dance it all, I was the queen of the dance floor, it was amazing. When we feel tired of dancing we decide to go some place else, and at the minute we set one foot out of the club it started to rain, like cats and dogs. all my friend were afraid and decide to run to their houses I was enjoying the moment and started to dance in the rain, couple minute after the rain passes a black large Mercedes pass close to me and the door open. A voice come out of the door of the big and expensive car, suddenly I started talking with the mysterious voice, - hey, who is calling me?, - Who dare to talk with me?. suddenly the voice feels closer and said to me: strange voice: - relax, beautiful girl I just want to gave you a ride home, it is soaking wet outside, come inside. I was not sure to come inside on a strange car and I keep talking with the voice. - why you are invite me in? you don't know me and I don't know you, what in you right mind will make you sure that I will enter in that vehicle. - strange man voice: (laugh) silly girl I don't know you, but I want to know you, I need to explain to you closely and the man get out of the car I was afraid for a bit but when a saw this tall, black hair, handsome man and he approach to me and say - my name is Leonard, the prince. I was in shook - a prince, what I mean is prince of where. - the prince: laugh, and said prince of Scotland, now beautiful lady can you come I don't want you to cash a cold in this cool rainy day. - I went inside the big vehicle and spent all the ride talking with the prince, we even speak in German, we talk about our dreams and it looks the same. When he was getting closer to my home, he pause me and ask me out again, but a real day like when a prince invited a princess. - I pause and thinking inside that he is the guy of my dream I was waiting for him all my life, what was doing? should I leave this thing pass or should I go on with a shop of faith?. When I get out the car to go inside the house, I said to Leonard - When are you going to pick me up? he say: - at 7:00 pm here sound lovely. I: sound perfect see you them. And the day pass I was so happy, I had spend a nice day, I went out with my friend, took a little sun at the park and meet a prince which is the better part. I was ready to my royal day tomorrow and I couldn't sleep, but at the end I fall sleep in a deep dream saying thanks to the universe for this wonderful day and praying to have a great day tomorrow. nightly night say the star to the beautiful lady  sleeping nightly night.